Took my first pill of Voxra. I hope this medication will help me. The self harm urges are bad. REALLy bad, it’s like now when I have done it once, I let all my boundries go and I might as well go crazy with it. But I wont. I will control myself. But the irge is very strong.
I am gonna take a nap now and then head up to my parents house, they are not at home this week. So I am gonna look after the animals. Only bad thing is, there’s no internet. I mean none! You can’t even go out on internet on your phone. So that’s kina boring but I guess I will read instead.