A blog about my journey towards recovery from ptsd, depression, self harm and anxiety disorder. I also have asperger syndrome to deal with. This is also a blog about my fitness goals and dreams. Please understand that I am not promoting or trying to glorify self harm or mental illness in any way! I am sharing my thoughts and feelings, and it isn't always pretty. Though I am always trying to strive towards recovery. Sometimes I get really down and depressed but I am always trying my hardest to get back on track again. I'm 24 years old and I live in Sweden. I love horses and exercise. I currently work 50% at a gym. If you are wondering about anything - feel free to ask!